"I'm on my time with everyone
I have very bad posture"

Good days came, bad days came, and at last came the Spring.
Well, it's not fully-bloomed spring yet, however it's not winter already. So my roommate sets "Unplugged" of Nirvana and we are listening to those very special lyrics.

"You finish with the mop and you can stop and look at what you've done
The plateau's clean, no dirt to be seen, and the work, it was fun"

There was a time during last month when I was angry or sorry, there was also a time when I was thinking/doing/attempting to do too much or too few things and no matter if I understand what is it all about, I'm the one to apologize.

"What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else should I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies"

At the moment my head is about to explode because I urgently have to do very important job, but I cannot because one of my cooperators refuses to provide me with the materials I'm helpless without. If I only knew it before... well, I should have known it. But I trust some people way too much. I deserve punishment.

"But it's okay to eat fish
'Cause they haven't any feelings"

The sky is grey and it promises me a good bit of heavy rain for the afternoon. I'm looking forward to meet with it. And maybe try to not think. Thinking is painful recently for me. Today I'll try to enter the state of prolonged thoughtlessness

"My heart is broke but I have some glue
Help me inhale and mend it with you
We'll float around and hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down and have a hangover"

The Spring comes. It's good time for cleaning and providing some changes to our lives. To do things we were not able to do before